And What A Post It Was.
So I'm sick of everyone making plans that "include" me but not telling me about them until after i've decided no one wants to hang out or make plans and I make my own.
I'm sick of everyone saying "call me and we can hang out" and when I do they aren't there or are with some one you were supposed to be hanging out with already and ditched you.
I'm tired of people making plans and not showing up.
I'm Sick of people making plans and breaking them without even bothering to call and say "Hey I can't make it, I found something better to do that doesn't include you"
I hate it when people make those plans, break them, and then blame me for the whole thing saying I never left messages on their machine...that they left and weren't home that day...the day of hanging out time....they'd already left for other said plans after a "promise" that means nothing to them.
Well know what? People's promises no longer mean anything at all to me....know why? no one keeps them. thats why.
So since I spend every waking moment with my boyfriend BECAUSE NO ONE bothers to ask if i'm going to be busy at least 2 days ahead of time and since something ALWAYS comes up thats better than hanging out with a friend...the only one out of most of them that actually has a job and doesn't do a complete surplus of drugs and doesn't get drunk whenever the oppurtunity comes up, I am no longer going to even TRY to hang out with people anymore. If you don't like it well that sucks doesn't it? I'm tired of broken promises and i'm tired of hearing about drugs and sex and how sucky everyone's life is and i'm tried of watching people I consider my friends go and destroy a perfectly OK life because they think that OK isn't good enough for them and OK is horrible....well i'm sure some people get the point....
it's nice to know that if your boyfriends, lovers, friends, and family decide to hate you or break up with you or argue with you that i'm always open to talk about it...but that when I have something to say every one is busy or only half listens because a TV or computer is more interesting then my meager problems....but theirs are utmost impotance and life or death. It's nice to know that my shoulder can be soaked to the skin from all the tears everyone cries over teeny things...but my problems aren't big enough to cry about. It's nice to know that i'm not even considered good enough to hang out with or call...unless a person is so bored that I pop into their head as an after thought.
and to everyone that considers me as a friend thanks for the time.
Sarcasm intended.....
At least 2 people make an effort to hang out with me....
My Boyfriend and Erica. Who i've seen more in the last 2 weeks than any of my best friends. And she lives in Watertown and has a job. And he has a job and things to do at home before he can see me. Thanks for being there my Best of friends. Hooray for the joy.