Sep 06, 2006 01:27
How do I tell my dad that I thought I could make it in California........but that almost as soon as I got on that plane I died inside and realized that i'm nothing without my friends? Without being around familiar things and being in the one place I spent most of my life? Crappy little town though it is?
How do I tell him that i'm going to go back after a month of visiting courtesy of my mom and a plane ticket?
How can I do it when I know all i'm going to do is make him miserable but if I don't he'll be miserable too......just maybe a little less so?
I'm such a horrible person.........