but everything looks perfect from far away...

[_danikins_]

I was accepted into NYU today...so now I have no idea where to spend my next four years; this is the hardest decision I've ever had to make. I miss Mr. Beejums Conklyn so much that my heart is literally breaking in two. It's 1 A.M. and I'm painting valentines and trying to figure out what to write in this awesome birthday card that I made Andrew. I'm tired as hell, but I made a list of goals for my life:

Life Goals:

1. Run away to France with Dain and be the best Nou-Nous that those frog-chompers have ever seen.
2. Go to college.
3. Go to Disney World at age 21 with Kelley Harrison (hello, Pleasure Island).
4. Attend a Death Cab for Cutie concert.
5. Learn Italian.
6. Take a road trip.
7. Learn to ice skate.
8. Learn to ski.
9. Go bar hopping with Adam.
10. Go to France for leisure (no nou-nouing this time…but maybe Dain will be there, who knows).
11. Go to Rome, and of course Naples, my origin.
12. Live in New York.
13. Have a happy, healthy family with a husband who leaves socks in the middle of the bedroom floor and kids who make me a million Popsicle stick picture frames.
14. Be as happy as humanly possible.
15. ('tis a secret...)

it's Tuesday now, so Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!!!

and most important of all...Happy 18th Birthday, Andrew!! Je t’aime, Monsieur Andrew “Tantôt-Tantôt” Egment!! ;)