Dec 02, 2006 15:34
I want to eat a bowl of rice. I am sitting at the computer crying. There is a football game on TV and I have just left it on. They keep yelling "there goes georgia tech" I guess georgia tech is playing "wake" but I dont know what that means. I am trying not to cry. I am trying to be happy because um I am 21 years old and I am moving to New York and like, wait, isnt everything supposed to be fine?
No, I still feel like I am laying on the ground and wild dogs are eating all of my insides. I am laying there and maybe I am screaming "SOMEBODY PLEASE COME GET YOUR DOGS." But no one hears me and the dogs are hungry, so they eat parts of my stomach, they eat parts of my insides and the sidewalk is covered in my blood. I am crying but I dont try to stop the animals, they like their lips, theyve been starving. Why am I so empty, I ask them, Why is it a free for all? Why does anything hurt this bad, arent things not supposed to hurt this bad anymore? My hands are shaking. Maybe it is just a dream. Maybe it is just a football game on tv. Yes, it is a football game on TV, it is not wild dogs after all.