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well me and Justin talked about something that was bugging him a while ago...it got me thinking..now I dont know what to think..I'm so confused about it...but just like what he says..I also have to get over and get use to some things..so I dont know..o well..it's just going to have to make me even try and have more trust in him..in a way...other than that everything else is all good..we have been going out for 2months and two weeks now! yay!..I almost said only 2weeks!..sometimes it feels like we have been going out for like..EVER!..its weird!..but its a good feeling @ the same time!...wearing my ring and ppl asking me if its from him...I dont know its a feeling thats hard to explain..even though its not from him..it makes me feel like I'm even more his than he actualy is..if that makes sence! I dont know how to explain it..he tried to get me to tell him what I ment..but I felt like a goof and told him not to worry about it!..so I found out at the beginning of the week that him and Ray have been friends since like gr.7...so on Wed. I think it was I brought Ray back to Duncan with me and we hung out with Justin until around like 6:15 or so than I brought him back home...I met one of Justin's ex-gf's from like gr.8 or something weird like that...she is annoying..she talks to much!..I mean she seems really nice! she just talks alot!...me and Ray just sat there awkwardly and didnt say anything..while her and Justin just talked!..yaa it was great fun!..before we went and saw her we went to Subway..and I got to hear all these stories about the two of them...man was Ray ever a little whore!..he'd break up with a chick and have a gf like 2sec. later!..insane!...it was so funny though how excited they were both to see each other!
So 2night we are going to see The Incredibles with Justin's real dad..my first time meeting him!..eeek!..apperiantly he really wants to meet me...and than after the movie I guess we are meeting his gf's daughter and her bf...first time his dad gets to meet her too!..just a whole lota meeting ppl tonight! oo lawdy!...so we are leaving around 6..and going to the 7:30 show I think it is?..and ya! should be fun!
I went around this morning handing out Resumes...I most likely wont get a call back from anywhere!..I still gotta bring one into white spot..I talked to Hanky last night for like an hour and he told me that I should apply there..soo thats what I shall do!..I need a job sooo badly! especialy since my mom has her own Durango now..so I get to use the car..and I kinda need $$ for gas!..that would be great!..but ya I think I'm goin to header!