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What the hell is wrong with me and why can't I just ever be happy. I have it good right now, but my lack of confidence and depression always seems to get in the way. I'm engaged, Pau is well on his way very soon when they give him his visa, I nailed a nearly impossible full time job working as a graphic designer alongside another designer in a corporate office where I'm just a few feet away from the owners!!
My lack of self confidence and depression is kicking in.I need to see a doctor. I need to go back in and this time not for my upper body pain but maybe for my insecurities. Maybe i should be diagnosed with depression. Part of me wants to see what antidepressants does to my spirits. Another part of me says you're fucking crazy. I just know that I'm not normal.
My lack of self confidence and depression is kicking in.I need to see a doctor. I need to go back in and this time not for my upper body pain but maybe for my insecurities. Maybe i should be diagnosed with depression. Part of me wants to see what antidepressants does to my spirits. Another part of me says you're fucking crazy. I just know that I'm not normal.