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Aren't you supposed to get depressed after the holidays? I feel like I'm losing my friends. Just when I was starting to feel good about the new friends and people I've surrounded myself with..it all starts to sort of change. One is practically married and doesn't know how to value her friendships when she's in a relationship. It's always disappointing and saddening to witness something like this. The other lives off in Long Beach who'm I don't know if I should trust or believe anymore. And then the other who I really could just talk to and have an awesome time with always has this excitement to do a plan I've proposed, (or she has) then suddenly flakes. Understanding of her being busy but not when I see she's gone out for lunch with other friends. I'm just really disappointed in people in general and I don't believe this is just me being sensitive.