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Crossing my fingers I can take the summer off without any penalties. ie. higher tuition
I need this so so bad. My mind isn't in the place it should be and I honestly haven't felt this depressed. My friends and Tony are the people that keep me sane, but unfortunately to have friends while attending this school is basically seen as being irresponsible. I've been going through each week seeing Tony just once a week. During a discussion with my graphic design advisor, I asked her to honestly answer my question. If that seeing my boyfriend once a week for a whole day is too much. She told me I should just have "brunch" and part ways. It's so hard going through something that feels like you're in complete isolation. I never thought I would get so excited to work when I do. It's the only escape. It's the only few hours I get to spend focusing on making a nice presentation for a slice of cake on a plate rather than the worries I face each week.
I need this so so bad. My mind isn't in the place it should be and I honestly haven't felt this depressed. My friends and Tony are the people that keep me sane, but unfortunately to have friends while attending this school is basically seen as being irresponsible. I've been going through each week seeing Tony just once a week. During a discussion with my graphic design advisor, I asked her to honestly answer my question. If that seeing my boyfriend once a week for a whole day is too much. She told me I should just have "brunch" and part ways. It's so hard going through something that feels like you're in complete isolation. I never thought I would get so excited to work when I do. It's the only escape. It's the only few hours I get to spend focusing on making a nice presentation for a slice of cake on a plate rather than the worries I face each week.