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lellopie-
oi! i've been neglecting you! i'm a bad journalist. i always forget i have this thing, and i've got so much complaining to do, it's almost pointless to write, since it's mindless whining for the most part nearly everytime. ah, at least people have a choice to read on or not.
let's try something new, let's be upbeat. oh goodness, a new concept... don't know if i can handle this.
hung out with john tonight, t'was fun, talked until the wee hours of the morning. nice to actually hold a conversation with someone. talked about many things, some of actual importance in the world, mostly my incessant droning about random topics no one really cares about sans myself.
what else?
so i'm a bit confused, becuase i actually almost feel ready to jump back into the "dating" world. and yes, i know it's been forever - but the last one left a bit of a scar. and yes, i'm done being hypocritical slut kate - those days were short-lived, thankfully. but now i have a problem, when i wanted nothing to do with anything even consisting of the word "relationship" people seemed to be flocking to my doorstep, but of couse [as i should have predicted] now that i'm considering taking a chance - there seems to be no one. i suppose i have had a few of what you would call random 'hook-ups' but nothing with meaning behind it other than whomever the subjects may have been being a bit horny [or, i should say - drunk]. regardless, i'm here... and though i'm not technically looking, i am open.
eh, "you live, you learn - but at any rate, you live." right lindsey :)