getting drunk every night, meeting up with a different person very hour untill 5am, and getting panic attacks is the new black.
BFF
my bra is one size too small
well hello alcoholism
goodbye gabe.
ill visit you half way and we will pick up sushi and jager.
in other news....i have not been happy.
ive decided to hate myself.
i have really low self esteem and im really self consious about my body now.
im an alcohlic
and i only drink nothing but water. (this has been happening since november).
my mom doesnt understand and as of now has gave up on me.
my dad...is still the same.
i lost 3 friends yesterday.
i will lose more.
dear god, thank you.