Nov 11, 2005 18:30
having no friends is a bitch.
today i raked leaves in a good mood becuase i was going to hang out with kristina.
turns out she had better things to do, for the second time this week.
was super pissed for a minute and made an ass out of myself but then realized i had better things to do as well.
went and road my bike and smoked cigs with 14 year old kids in twinsburg.
they asked if i could do back flips and told me how they were on the news for setting shit on fire.
i got my shit dialed again like it used to be after like 2 hours, came right back to me.
came home, took a shower. ate some tacos and had some good conversations on AIM.
now im going to drink my head off and shout loud cuss words and pwn some n00bzz!
ive realize today i depend on people too much.
when they let me down my whole world falls apart.
i love my best friend to death, and i couldnt live without her.
i just need to learn to stand on my own too feet.
emily mellon is a slut too and sends me noods all the time too.