you're what keeps me believing the world's not long dead
i don't think i've ever missed summer more in my life. i just want to get a new board and go surfing. non-stop. i've decided on an HIC board (hawaiian island creations)... and yeah. its a 6'6" hybrid board (the maneuverability of a shortboard with the balance qualities of a longboard. mhmmm. bliss. not like i really expect anyone who reads this to understand that. WHO CARES. okaaayyy i'm really happy thinking about summer, but then i look outside and it's all just white. i've been listening to lots and lots of brand new and 311 lately, loving them so much. i wish brand new would fucking go back on tour.. or at least give us a date. so the razr phone is going to verizon and i want it and i don't want to switch my plan so yaaay for me. school is terrible and i don't understand how we're expected to put up with it for another 6 1/2 months. jesse lacey is still my favorite. this is all just a jumble of weird stuff. i need to go to more shows, i haven't been to one in 9802 years. boooo. every class i'm in is either too boring or too stupid. i am never stimulated enough to stay awake... the only class i don't fall asleep in is gym (for obvious reasons) and photo/art (again. obvious). so what am i supposed to do? you get yelled at for sleeping, but i physically can't stay awake while these teachers just drone on and on. it's all so monotonous. repeat. a copy of a copy of a copy. you're never really awake but you're never really asleep. yeah fight club. okayyy so today in physics mr. young went catatonic for a few. mad creepy. wouldn't answer anyone, just stared out the window for a solid 3 minutes-ish. weeeeird. he asked us what the quadratic formula was and everyone recited it.. negative b plus/minus square root b squared minus four a c over 2 a ... and i realized what mindless products we are of institution. as if we can't think of a way to solve quadratic equations by ourselves. it was rather depressing. the end.