WOW
Until now, I hadn't realized HOW MUCH TENSION and HOW MUCH ANIMOSITY there was. I'm sorry guys. It SUCKS. I'm not gonna lie...being around all of this kinda brings me down. I want to help, don't get me wrong. BUT DAMN. It seems like we're building ourselves up to this extremem nuclear meltdown. I'm just waiting for it to happen. Of course, in our happy little high school dreams, we wish we could forgive and forget. But is it as impossible as some think? I say no. But, others have harder times forgiving and forgetting. I guess I can't ask you all to forget...but maybe, could I ask you to acknowledge, and just move on?
I can't be the one to understand all of the pain and suffering, but as an audience memeber, watching all of this unfold, it does several things: It makes me very sad, it makes me mad, and it makes my stomach tighten. I love you all so much. Drama is something that no one wants, but no one can avoid. I just can't express how much I want this all to work itself out. I love you all so much.
Mallory, you're my love! You are HILARIOUS and quirky like me! You are a beautiful person inside and out, and you make me laugh, and things ARE NOT the same without you.
Brian. Man. Where to start? You, too, ARE AMAZING. Your humor is unstoppable, and you are very compassionate.
JARRETT. You have amazing insight into people. I love you too. You can laugh and joke with the rest of us, but you have this amazing calming and soothing attitude and aura about you, its hard to not get along with you.
KTO. You are my girl. What can I say? You got the banging body, the amazing looks, and the hottest dance moves on tha FLOOR!
JILL. You are a beautiful GIRL (haha) and your intellect astounds me. Your insight into people and emotions is also astounding.
KMO: My kid, my pal, my lover. Need I say more? You know we've said all that sappy stuff 100 times over, so I think we all know how much we love each other.
Bender: One of my closest and dearest friends. You know TOO MUCH about me, and you, too, have a level to you that is astounding! Intellectual when you WANNA BE, and hilarious to boot!
MAHSA: My littlest persian! Crazy, fun, outgoing! You are BOUND to have a good time with this girl.
JAY DIZZLE: You're my dog. You crack me up, but you open your mind and heart to anyone willing to listen! One of my most FAVORITE dance partners, and someone that can jam with the best of us. Never forget, you, me, and Reid are gonna spend the rest of our lives together, just chillin. haha. keep the good times coming.
KALI: GIRL. you KNOW i love you! I love your mom too! thanks for being such a crazy, wild friend of mine! I can't say one bad thing about you! You are truly AMAZING!
Bailey: Yep. EVEN THOUGH you threaten to burn me alive in my own house, I can't hate ya. We got that sheltie connection going! haha. thanks for letting us ALL invade your house, and you crack me up. you, and GLORIA of course.
MB: Mary beth, I just CAN'T get enough of you! We have had some VERY interesting times together. I love you so much becasue you are quiet and mishcevious, and we get into some crazy times together! CHRISTMAS. haha.
Anthony: You're my poppa bear! what can i say!? Thanks for cooking, dancin, and singing with me all those times! We gonna start our tour soon? haha.
And to all my other clarke kids...Mark, Lele, Lauren Marie, Liz, ol' korean head...james, halper, etc. I love you too! I love meeting all these new people! keep um coming!
SEE. The complements keep coming. I know i've had some arguments with some of you, but good grief. There are so many more nice and intersting things I can say about you ALL. I just hope, if not for your own sake, but for my own, that this all works out, because I CANNOT imagine my life without each and EVERY ONE of you. Please, PLEASE take care, and don't hesitate to call if you need to talk. I love you ALL.
I can't be the one to understand all of the pain and suffering, but as an audience memeber, watching all of this unfold, it does several things: It makes me very sad, it makes me mad, and it makes my stomach tighten. I love you all so much. Drama is something that no one wants, but no one can avoid. I just can't express how much I want this all to work itself out. I love you all so much.
Mallory, you're my love! You are HILARIOUS and quirky like me! You are a beautiful person inside and out, and you make me laugh, and things ARE NOT the same without you.
Brian. Man. Where to start? You, too, ARE AMAZING. Your humor is unstoppable, and you are very compassionate.
JARRETT. You have amazing insight into people. I love you too. You can laugh and joke with the rest of us, but you have this amazing calming and soothing attitude and aura about you, its hard to not get along with you.
KTO. You are my girl. What can I say? You got the banging body, the amazing looks, and the hottest dance moves on tha FLOOR!
JILL. You are a beautiful GIRL (haha) and your intellect astounds me. Your insight into people and emotions is also astounding.
KMO: My kid, my pal, my lover. Need I say more? You know we've said all that sappy stuff 100 times over, so I think we all know how much we love each other.
Bender: One of my closest and dearest friends. You know TOO MUCH about me, and you, too, have a level to you that is astounding! Intellectual when you WANNA BE, and hilarious to boot!
MAHSA: My littlest persian! Crazy, fun, outgoing! You are BOUND to have a good time with this girl.
JAY DIZZLE: You're my dog. You crack me up, but you open your mind and heart to anyone willing to listen! One of my most FAVORITE dance partners, and someone that can jam with the best of us. Never forget, you, me, and Reid are gonna spend the rest of our lives together, just chillin. haha. keep the good times coming.
KALI: GIRL. you KNOW i love you! I love your mom too! thanks for being such a crazy, wild friend of mine! I can't say one bad thing about you! You are truly AMAZING!
Bailey: Yep. EVEN THOUGH you threaten to burn me alive in my own house, I can't hate ya. We got that sheltie connection going! haha. thanks for letting us ALL invade your house, and you crack me up. you, and GLORIA of course.
MB: Mary beth, I just CAN'T get enough of you! We have had some VERY interesting times together. I love you so much becasue you are quiet and mishcevious, and we get into some crazy times together! CHRISTMAS. haha.
Anthony: You're my poppa bear! what can i say!? Thanks for cooking, dancin, and singing with me all those times! We gonna start our tour soon? haha.
And to all my other clarke kids...Mark, Lele, Lauren Marie, Liz, ol' korean head...james, halper, etc. I love you too! I love meeting all these new people! keep um coming!
SEE. The complements keep coming. I know i've had some arguments with some of you, but good grief. There are so many more nice and intersting things I can say about you ALL. I just hope, if not for your own sake, but for my own, that this all works out, because I CANNOT imagine my life without each and EVERY ONE of you. Please, PLEASE take care, and don't hesitate to call if you need to talk. I love you ALL.