Apr 16, 2005 01:45
I'm coming to break you off...? the lyrics to this song are odd...
EMILY. I miss you. I love you more than life because the B-LAIR told me what you were gonna do for us for our b'days. I wish it would've worked, but I was still moved to almost tears when I heard. P.S. you can do that anytime you want! at any point in my life! I swear! Skymiles...something to cherish, indeed.
AH. Life has its ways of being so interesting at certain points. and man oh man, I just wait for the next moment of excitement that comes my way.
SO, sometimes I regret things I say, but its amazing how I don't regret other things. I don't mean to make people's lives difficult, then again, sometimes i do.
If you can't tell already, i'm here, just typing away, because I just can't stop (for some reason or another).
While i'm at it, i'll give a shout out to my A-dog. ANDREA! How's life? what's new? anything new and exciting stories? facebook ROCKS!
And, though i can't say it enough, i love my kids. all of them, young and old, male and female. I think it's so cool to have such interesting people to surround myself with.
i'm totally stoked about the boy beautant ball that's happening, oh, TODAY! We gonna get crazy crunk up in the 40 watt. i'm so excited! I anticipate much laughter, excitement, and BOOBS! mmmmmmmmm!
Kristin just gave me a sideways thumbs up...i'm not sure what that's supposed to mean. She's also falling asleep as I look at her with a strange, sideways smile. Patrick is holding her nicely, sorta tightly...but in a nice and loving way. blair is jamming with a bass to some music that's playing on the CD player. Much miller highlife is being consumed. Green striped shirts. Pea coats. Kristin's little feet.
blair keeps looking at me and is amazed because i can sometimes type without looking. is that so strange? I never knew that its something to be cherished. and loved. and cool. the CD just skipped and it sounded funny. So sometimes this boy wants to kiss me, and i don't let him. and then i continue to not let him, and not let him, and not let him, and not let him, and then sometimes he sneaks one in, and i squirm. and then i laugh. and he thinks he's won the game, but really, I ALWAYS WIN! ahahahahah. SO, he's still watching me, and i can't help but laugh to myself. He's definitely drunk.
BLAIR'S STORY/SLURRED SPEECH:
Slurred, i'm not slurring yet. *he looks...glares...still waiting and watching...God called me one time *reaches in pocket for his phone. and he told me to quit smoking, and thats the end of the story.
GOOD ONE, BLAIR.
Krsitin's asleep. definitely asleep. Petey just gave me the biggest, cutest, most GOOFY smile of all. BLACK NUTS WON'T GET SOGGY?!?! These boys listen to some weird shit!
Petey has weird taste in music.
I can't help but thnk of emily in san fran. I miss her lots. I think i'm in love with her, because i think of her everyday. seriously. that's wonderful and sick at the same time. Then i think of how i would/wouldn't fit in san fran myself. Would i fit? could i do it? possibly. PUSSY GALORE!?! WHAT THE HELL MUSIC IS THIS!? that's it. i'm done. no more of this craziness. i'm cutting off the music, and i'm cutting off this livejournal. sorry if you were bored, confused, weirded out. Its fucking 2 in the morning and i don't care anymore.
Can i just say one more thing!: My love for MB grows everyday. it's weird. I think its our sea turtle childhood connection that's keeping us together! hahahahaha. "GRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEN acres is the place to be..."
Have a fantastic weekend! the busiest week of my LIFE (well, college life- i had 3 papers, a lab, and a presentation due this week!) is FINALLY OVER! YAY! Time to celebrate...with...SLEEP!
Catch ya around.
*L