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I think Summer is mad at me? /maybe\ Well I suppose I deserve it. BUT I suppose I thought -incorrectly- that LJ was a nice place where Summer was mean to Kurt, and Kurt was mean to Summer, and eerything worked out peachy in the end. I mean thats what it was like. I suppose I underestimated the weight of the situation. I dunno. If I hadn't talked to my father in a bit, I'd say shove that shit up your ass. Thats what I told my dad, actually, when I was kicked out. He was like ohhh, I want you back (not in those words, mind you) and I was like fuck off. BBUUUUTTTTT then my mom kinda forgot about me (literrally) and left me somewhere and my dad had to get me. And she didn't call me till like a week later. And as anyone would guess, my dad was a jerk the whole week, and beat the shit outta me, and my mom was like, well, whateverrrrrrrrr. I suppose what I want to say, is that parents are always shit, and rarely RARELY can they be counted on. So Summer, I suppsoe this doesnt count as an apoligy, but for the future, don't let them get ou down, because they will. Allways. And you know what? Jens a bitch.
{thats from the heart}
She always tells shit that she shouldn't. ALLWAYS. She told me shit about Summer that Summer had trusted her not to tell anyone. She told me shit about Jazz that I'm sure Jazz didn't want passed on, and now me. She's like, a secret whore. She sluts her way in, learns them, and then whores them out to anyone who wants to listen to them. I may be a lot of things, many of them not so good, but I don't go out and take something sacred liek a deep secret and tell everyone. It's like when you talk to her, and yoou tell her something, instead of telling you a secret of hers, she tells someone elses. Very parasitic. Very disgusting. And she weasels her way in everytime. I mean, I knew what she was like when I started to talk to her yet I told her my secrets. But I suppsoe that I'm writing this because I want it on record, so that I dont trust her again. And to everyone else, DON'T TRUST JEN. She has told me a lot of shit, and it's just not cool. Backstabber.
What the fuck else? I started another band. Yet so far, no bad players. Like, Mike (who none of you know) is singing and he's good. Me, well, I'm the shit. And my little bro. Good show. Were writting stuff. It's good. Well, that's actually a lie. But it will be good. I can come tomorrow to the YMCA only if I wake up early as shit in the fucking A.M. because Jazz is like, 'well I'm getting a ride with Lee.' And I was like, 'so.....'. 'And she's like, it will be akward. I was like, "!!!!!". She said that I wuld have to call Lee and ask her if I could come. I didn't like the sound of that. I called, but that was because my dad was like 'have you got that fucking amp back yet?'. So yeah I did, but they wernt home so I talked to momma. She is exactly the same as the first time I ever talked to her. Funny. I mean, I'm sure tha thse realises (if not, she's probably been told) that Lee and I have been on the out's for a while, but she's as cheery as can be. Anywho, they were out in Margate or something. And she didn't expect them back till like tomorrow afternoon. I supose that they'll probably be back sooner, unless Lee's a draft dogger! (like me this morning). Anyway, I hope there back soon, cause I need's me amp. I cleaned the garage. It was fun. Yee-Haw. Man, I am a looser.
I made this realization when someone asked, when was the last time I had a girlfriend. Geez, I had to think about it. And then it upset me. But, Mike and I were talking, and were going gay. All the sex with none of the talking! And speaking of no talking, Kaila needs to call Surrah or IM her or something. She's called me back and not her bestest friend in the whole wide world! And Surrah is mad! She's jelous of our love. Hot sex. For life. I need to throw a party!
I hant had a fucking drink of alchohol in like six months or something. I smoked pot the other day with Mike, but it was the crumbs of my brothers little stash, so we didn't even get high. I kinda did. Actually I kinda did all the smoking, seen as Mike hadn't smoked in a year and was quite rusty, and Erik could never really smoke at all. Yeah, so, need party!!!!!! When is my dad going out of town next? I'm leaving town in like a week, and I am deffinetly going to party hardy in New York. I might buy a bag for the trip up, seen as a road trip to New York will be a long......boring...........trip. Yeah, so!
I should go to sleep because I have to wake up super-duper early tomorrow. Probably the earliest I've ever woken up during the summer. \Wo0ow/
I havn't done one of these in a while, but......
__/\*/->|Kurt|<-\*/\_______
{thats from the heart}
She always tells shit that she shouldn't. ALLWAYS. She told me shit about Summer that Summer had trusted her not to tell anyone. She told me shit about Jazz that I'm sure Jazz didn't want passed on, and now me. She's like, a secret whore. She sluts her way in, learns them, and then whores them out to anyone who wants to listen to them. I may be a lot of things, many of them not so good, but I don't go out and take something sacred liek a deep secret and tell everyone. It's like when you talk to her, and yoou tell her something, instead of telling you a secret of hers, she tells someone elses. Very parasitic. Very disgusting. And she weasels her way in everytime. I mean, I knew what she was like when I started to talk to her yet I told her my secrets. But I suppsoe that I'm writing this because I want it on record, so that I dont trust her again. And to everyone else, DON'T TRUST JEN. She has told me a lot of shit, and it's just not cool. Backstabber.
What the fuck else? I started another band. Yet so far, no bad players. Like, Mike (who none of you know) is singing and he's good. Me, well, I'm the shit. And my little bro. Good show. Were writting stuff. It's good. Well, that's actually a lie. But it will be good. I can come tomorrow to the YMCA only if I wake up early as shit in the fucking A.M. because Jazz is like, 'well I'm getting a ride with Lee.' And I was like, 'so.....'. 'And she's like, it will be akward. I was like, "!!!!!". She said that I wuld have to call Lee and ask her if I could come. I didn't like the sound of that. I called, but that was because my dad was like 'have you got that fucking amp back yet?'. So yeah I did, but they wernt home so I talked to momma. She is exactly the same as the first time I ever talked to her. Funny. I mean, I'm sure tha thse realises (if not, she's probably been told) that Lee and I have been on the out's for a while, but she's as cheery as can be. Anywho, they were out in Margate or something. And she didn't expect them back till like tomorrow afternoon. I supose that they'll probably be back sooner, unless Lee's a draft dogger! (like me this morning). Anyway, I hope there back soon, cause I need's me amp. I cleaned the garage. It was fun. Yee-Haw. Man, I am a looser.
I made this realization when someone asked, when was the last time I had a girlfriend. Geez, I had to think about it. And then it upset me. But, Mike and I were talking, and were going gay. All the sex with none of the talking! And speaking of no talking, Kaila needs to call Surrah or IM her or something. She's called me back and not her bestest friend in the whole wide world! And Surrah is mad! She's jelous of our love. Hot sex. For life. I need to throw a party!
I hant had a fucking drink of alchohol in like six months or something. I smoked pot the other day with Mike, but it was the crumbs of my brothers little stash, so we didn't even get high. I kinda did. Actually I kinda did all the smoking, seen as Mike hadn't smoked in a year and was quite rusty, and Erik could never really smoke at all. Yeah, so, need party!!!!!! When is my dad going out of town next? I'm leaving town in like a week, and I am deffinetly going to party hardy in New York. I might buy a bag for the trip up, seen as a road trip to New York will be a long......boring...........trip. Yeah, so!
I should go to sleep because I have to wake up super-duper early tomorrow. Probably the earliest I've ever woken up during the summer. \Wo0ow/
I havn't done one of these in a while, but......
__/\*/->|Kurt|<-\*/\_______