Sep 07, 2009 21:14
I feel like all I do is think about love.
Everyone around me is in love.
It feels like that anyway
The one person that I know I would be truely happy with is a 3 hour plane ride away
Crazy part?
We've met only once
But we've been talking for yeeeeears
Since I was 17.
He told me that he knows he'd be happy with me, too
It makes me sad, knowing that I can't just reach out and grab him
He's at sea a lot & it scares me because we can't communicate when he is
So I don't know if he's okay or not
& then when I see that IM or text out of the blue...
... I get crazy amounts of butterflies in my tummy & I smile for what seems like forever
.Bobby: "sandlot tlip roll"
.Bobby: FOORRREEEVERRRRRRRRR
Tessa: For-ev-errrr
.Bobby: THATS IT!!!
Tessa: lmao
.Bobby: THATS TOTALLY FUCKING IT
.Bobby: YOU are my wendy peffercorn
Tessa: HAHAHA
.Bobby: ITS so true
Tessa: you're too adorable
Tessa: I swear
.Bobby: that is my nickname for you now
Tessa: So, I guess you're my Squints then, hm? hehe
.Bobby: lol
.Bobby: remember we end up having 9 kids and own a drug store
Tessa: LOL
Tessa: ahh I love it haha
See what I mean? He's wonderful :) <3