old entry jus hadda edit it a bit
spring break was literally AMAZING!!
started off four days up in jupiter, which was just crazzzzzzy. good times w/ my beeefy CHERI, we still bFF and as always good times w/ the fellas and the goods ;]
*then i came home and the mama and i had some qaulity time, i did some hanging out w/ tati and just relaxing =)
*THEN i went to my moms work on the beach and amy met up with me, we saw a lil 8 year old boy w/ a bonner i tried to get a picture but he kept like adjusting lol. we had lots of laughs as always, then were laying out on the roof and this guy walks up to us and is like.. u guys have great color, then looks at amy "well, u brown nicely" turns to me, "you on the other hand are a lil red" ahahaha. we werent checkin ourselves the entire day, i was BURNT to the crrriiisssssp. im talking RED! lol. too funny. later on, we were tryin to think of something crazy to do and we were guna take a cab somewhere, instead we went with this girl wendy to the beach place and ate at hooters. it twas funfunfun. after we went on a search to many gas stations and finally this RIIIIICH kids house in boca who lived on the OCEAN! lol with a hallway the size of nile river, and yes.. ride home - long ride i gues, felt like 5 mins.. the entire time me and amy were dancing like CRAZY especially me. omg i was SOOOO into it, it like hypnotized me. wendy was looking at us crazy. whats new?
*amy left and then michelle came over we had jus had a chill night, then the next day we packed for our lil trip and hung out. so we drive all the way down to south beach and finally get to the GORGEOUS hotel and find that the put us in the bayside hotel instead, we were up for that so we were guna stay there but they only had one night.. SOOOO we went to the beach place went to dinner and shopped around, yes, where i got my BEAUTY-FULL bobo pradas!!! =D my mom hates them, but im in love.
*next day we left for our journey now in deerfield, a verry very fun trip w/ my mama and the michellemister. we got tan like a mofo, bought lots including my new super cute bathing suit, got in lots of fights w/ my mom but made up for it w/ a cute homemade lunch, drove in the same circle about 20 times, long walks, swam to mexico, lots of walkin, and jus lots more.. funfunfun.
yep that was the greeeeat break, kind of hadda be there thing. =)
spring break=pure funess.
anyway im back to school, iffy iffy. not as bad as i thought it would be.
i have a softball game tomorrow, im starting at first.. a lil nervous, first time playing on varsity! but i got this ;]
yeah. today after softball prac one of my neighbors picked me up, we talked about the whole deal w/ my mom & such. it was really nice to talk to someone whos older and has a more mature opinion, everyone says they understand and at times think i should be a lil more exceptive, but she could sEe where i was totally coming from, and it felt really good. on the other hand made me feel like really sad looking back.. b/c it jus made me realize the betrayal. w/e cant think about things like that. so my 3rd quarter report card was HORRIBLE. its been a hectic quarter tho lol. oh yes im going straight edge. its time. lol i got out of hand and ive realized that. well after this weekend, janina caroline and the camper..!?! how could i pass that up??! lol and maybe a night spent w/ paige & crew too??! lol ill start next week... anywaaaay.
((i guess the whole lilly thing will never end, it seems she finds ways to get attention someway all the time. cuz she still write her lil w/e in her lj. lol w/e. for serious. its so dumb, the whole ahsley thing whoooaaa. yeah, well its done in my eyes.))
****rachel im putting it in writting. through this whole year, ive always been your friend. even though we used to be much closer and i thought wed end up being best friends throughout highschool, i realized that that wasnt how it was, i dont want to put all the blame on you b/c im a big part of it too, but u lied- lots and most of the time i sorta felt like i wasnt talkin to a ReAL person, like, u werent being YOU, just what :i: wanted to see.- whether u agree or not thats how i felt. but i still think of us as cool and able to converse, as pretty good friends. i dont talk shit about you and to think twice about you doing so kinda sucks. im sorry everything turned on you, seems like things are starting to really work out & im happy for yah. im still alwyas here. and i tried to make things better. sucha weird girl you are. lol.
alrighty nOwW that thats all said im FINALLY done.... =)
[[ oh yeah, to everyone who commented on the old entry.. thanks guys! ur the best. nice to know someones got my back even iF its not needed. haha :-* ]]
started off four days up in jupiter, which was just crazzzzzzy. good times w/ my beeefy CHERI, we still bFF and as always good times w/ the fellas and the goods ;]
*then i came home and the mama and i had some qaulity time, i did some hanging out w/ tati and just relaxing =)
*THEN i went to my moms work on the beach and amy met up with me, we saw a lil 8 year old boy w/ a bonner i tried to get a picture but he kept like adjusting lol. we had lots of laughs as always, then were laying out on the roof and this guy walks up to us and is like.. u guys have great color, then looks at amy "well, u brown nicely" turns to me, "you on the other hand are a lil red" ahahaha. we werent checkin ourselves the entire day, i was BURNT to the crrriiisssssp. im talking RED! lol. too funny. later on, we were tryin to think of something crazy to do and we were guna take a cab somewhere, instead we went with this girl wendy to the beach place and ate at hooters. it twas funfunfun. after we went on a search to many gas stations and finally this RIIIIICH kids house in boca who lived on the OCEAN! lol with a hallway the size of nile river, and yes.. ride home - long ride i gues, felt like 5 mins.. the entire time me and amy were dancing like CRAZY especially me. omg i was SOOOO into it, it like hypnotized me. wendy was looking at us crazy. whats new?
*amy left and then michelle came over we had jus had a chill night, then the next day we packed for our lil trip and hung out. so we drive all the way down to south beach and finally get to the GORGEOUS hotel and find that the put us in the bayside hotel instead, we were up for that so we were guna stay there but they only had one night.. SOOOO we went to the beach place went to dinner and shopped around, yes, where i got my BEAUTY-FULL bobo pradas!!! =D my mom hates them, but im in love.
*next day we left for our journey now in deerfield, a verry very fun trip w/ my mama and the michellemister. we got tan like a mofo, bought lots including my new super cute bathing suit, got in lots of fights w/ my mom but made up for it w/ a cute homemade lunch, drove in the same circle about 20 times, long walks, swam to mexico, lots of walkin, and jus lots more.. funfunfun.
yep that was the greeeeat break, kind of hadda be there thing. =)
spring break=pure funess.
anyway im back to school, iffy iffy. not as bad as i thought it would be.
i have a softball game tomorrow, im starting at first.. a lil nervous, first time playing on varsity! but i got this ;]
yeah. today after softball prac one of my neighbors picked me up, we talked about the whole deal w/ my mom & such. it was really nice to talk to someone whos older and has a more mature opinion, everyone says they understand and at times think i should be a lil more exceptive, but she could sEe where i was totally coming from, and it felt really good. on the other hand made me feel like really sad looking back.. b/c it jus made me realize the betrayal. w/e cant think about things like that. so my 3rd quarter report card was HORRIBLE. its been a hectic quarter tho lol. oh yes im going straight edge. its time. lol i got out of hand and ive realized that. well after this weekend, janina caroline and the camper..!?! how could i pass that up??! lol and maybe a night spent w/ paige & crew too??! lol ill start next week... anywaaaay.
((i guess the whole lilly thing will never end, it seems she finds ways to get attention someway all the time. cuz she still write her lil w/e in her lj. lol w/e. for serious. its so dumb, the whole ahsley thing whoooaaa. yeah, well its done in my eyes.))
****rachel im putting it in writting. through this whole year, ive always been your friend. even though we used to be much closer and i thought wed end up being best friends throughout highschool, i realized that that wasnt how it was, i dont want to put all the blame on you b/c im a big part of it too, but u lied- lots and most of the time i sorta felt like i wasnt talkin to a ReAL person, like, u werent being YOU, just what :i: wanted to see.- whether u agree or not thats how i felt. but i still think of us as cool and able to converse, as pretty good friends. i dont talk shit about you and to think twice about you doing so kinda sucks. im sorry everything turned on you, seems like things are starting to really work out & im happy for yah. im still alwyas here. and i tried to make things better. sucha weird girl you are. lol.
alrighty nOwW that thats all said im FINALLY done.... =)
[[ oh yeah, to everyone who commented on the old entry.. thanks guys! ur the best. nice to know someones got my back even iF its not needed. haha :-* ]]