..cause im sick of tired of always being sick and tired

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ugh, things are back to normal. mom's home. shes only nice on HER time, if im in a really good mood, o well, moms got worlds largest dildo far up her asshole so i immediately are to assume not to talk, and just let her yelling at me roll of. too bad i cant do that, so not even and hour time spent w/ her & we're yelling at each other, we went to all sorts of stores today, i tried thanking her she didnt hear me i guess then she starts screamin at me that i didnt say thx & that i put the shopping cart where it belong, what the fuck. w/e i got stuff for my bio project, michelles bday, softball stuff and then we went to publix, theres some cute guys that work at that one =) then we fought about me runnign into CVS & using my own money to buy goodies, w/e i got em. lol. she had the nerve to ask me danielle, whats wrong, ur walking all down and look depressed. are u kidding me? ur constantly screaming at me, critEEking me and how ur tired of me & when ur actually 'talking' to me, ur complaining to me about how much u hate scott and ur tired of his bulshit & repeat urself 5 million times. and theeeen. when we get home after ive put everything away go to sit down & do hw. u come to me and start yelling at me how i didnt clean the bathroom right and other crap, i thought it looked good. and when i get up to go celan it u yell at me some more.. what do u want? "u cudnt even clean for me, u got to go out & play alll weekend!!" 1st of all friday was the only night i hung out, saturday i played softball allll day & fell asleep @ 4:30 and then today i did hw while laying outside & cleaned. i even did extra things. nothings ever good enough for her. pretty soon its guna be just me & her, and i have a feeling its going to be close to horrible. im excited. ooof. anywho my plan is tonight to finish my 60 Q&A;s im only on 24, then do my art hw and make my cute lil goodies for my art cult =) since our plan didnt get to happen. yep guys. tomorrow's valentines day. im excited, for candy. i love candy & ive been on a diet lately so im guna chowww down!! =) but this holiday is so depressing when u dont got a somEb0dy and it just makes me think and waannnt that boy even more. i think im starting to REALLY like him. its been awhile. this weekend im def. going shopping, im craving like WHOA. so much i wana buy =) teehee. well time for dindin~ ramen noodles & sushi, yum. mucho amor*
..is this just an illusion that lies here in my heart??