pointless. my b.
well.. today wasnt all that bad, flew by. didnt really grasp the fact that i was at school. had a few good laughs. me & janina's hand prints are still on the green door. softball, was alright, my mom YET AGAIN was 35 mins late picking me up, wudnt be so bad if i had a cell phone or if i had my hw to do.. but i never do. my mom said shes been wanting to get me a cell but shes waiting for my attitude to shape up, ugh. what attitude. seriously. well whatev. in that 30 mins i did lots of thinkning, which led to some crying- really weird, considering im like out in the open sittin on some stairs & i also dont usually do that. i guess im goign thru alot that i never really thought i wud. i always thought about it but never expected it to. sorry im being real vague i dont wana let it all out, cu zthats weird, but i got to let a lil out.. lol. me & my mom have always been SO close, and lately i dont even wana look at her, shes let me down so bad. and day after day shes been yelling at me whats wrong, why r u being so mean, why arent you taling, why do you have such an attitude, are you goign through something? yeah mom i am. god i love how she plays dumb & thinks im dumb- ugh. but yeah ive been way way way overthinking my future and trying to figure out whats going to happen. anyway this entry was really really dumb. sorry about that. im just goign to stop now, and go study for my extremely BIG test tomorrow. mwa*