Nov 08, 2024 02:46
Next weekend packed. Birthday. Techno party. Work fucking work work.
Love playing live. I swear I’m broke, not worth. Cent or so my whole gid damn family treats that way. Their excuse? I’m a woman or I’m a kid give me. A break. I absolutely love my family but Jesus i have never been so ignored as a fucking human.
Even my cats fucking hate me. I am not worthy. I am mean, I make sure my house is clean. At the expense of happiness.?I carry my ocd like a vip pass.
I swear the only thing keeping me sane is by fucking staying away from this house be cause I feel unloved, unappreciated and unhinged. Fuck.!