today sucks i guess..
So its a Friday night.
I stayed home; just like the last 7 days.
It feels good though to know im off out
tomorrow at last...after chickenpox :)
I cannot wait to see Claire; i miss her soo
much. And its a bonus that ill see Stef &
Sam too :) Total girly day.
Well.. Im proud of myself for doing all
my catchup work & studying. It wasnt
that bad really. :)
I had a bubble bath too, coz they relax me
and i done my hair for tomorrow coz
it takes AGES.
Anyway ..again, I feel a wee bit down :S
I just heard some songs; yes its pathetic,
that make me remember some people
that arent around anymore.
Particularly Yvonne =[
If you know me...you'll understand how
much her death affected my life. I miss her
soo much. Its a subject i try not to talk about
though...but tonight i dont care.
It sucks when every single day something
crops up that reminds me of her. And tonight
its music. She was a great musician. =/
Ive heard quite a few songs tonight that have
brought her into my head...sad ones, AND happy ones.
:)
I miss her. agh..it hurts sometimes. Although its weird
I feel shes still around. Gawd. ill shut up now. =[
I spose i couldnt write about missing people without
mentioning Stephen..its a new year..and he's not here.
Its really unfair..He would be 17 this year! Thats Crazy to even imagine..
He was just a kid not long ago..and now..well, hes not here but y'know. :S
agh i hate my off-days, the ones ye think too much.
Well i hope tomorrow will be good :)
I think ill get Claire <3 head to Shawlands..get a wee tattoo :)
Go into town an get my lipbar changed. Get stef & sam and get
a right boozin sesh going :)
thats all really =/ i dont know if any of it made real sense..its all
i can come up with though..
x
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
I stayed home; just like the last 7 days.
It feels good though to know im off out
tomorrow at last...after chickenpox :)
I cannot wait to see Claire; i miss her soo
much. And its a bonus that ill see Stef &
Sam too :) Total girly day.
Well.. Im proud of myself for doing all
my catchup work & studying. It wasnt
that bad really. :)
I had a bubble bath too, coz they relax me
and i done my hair for tomorrow coz
it takes AGES.
Anyway ..again, I feel a wee bit down :S
I just heard some songs; yes its pathetic,
that make me remember some people
that arent around anymore.
Particularly Yvonne =[
If you know me...you'll understand how
much her death affected my life. I miss her
soo much. Its a subject i try not to talk about
though...but tonight i dont care.
It sucks when every single day something
crops up that reminds me of her. And tonight
its music. She was a great musician. =/
Ive heard quite a few songs tonight that have
brought her into my head...sad ones, AND happy ones.
:)
I miss her. agh..it hurts sometimes. Although its weird
I feel shes still around. Gawd. ill shut up now. =[
I spose i couldnt write about missing people without
mentioning Stephen..its a new year..and he's not here.
Its really unfair..He would be 17 this year! Thats Crazy to even imagine..
He was just a kid not long ago..and now..well, hes not here but y'know. :S
agh i hate my off-days, the ones ye think too much.
Well i hope tomorrow will be good :)
I think ill get Claire <3 head to Shawlands..get a wee tattoo :)
Go into town an get my lipbar changed. Get stef & sam and get
a right boozin sesh going :)
thats all really =/ i dont know if any of it made real sense..its all
i can come up with though..
x
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
and sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight