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It’s a dangerous business finding out how your “friends” really feels about you…
I hate liars, I say it all the time, so than why does everyone feel the need to lie to me? Yes I’m thin skinned I know it, stuff hurts my feelings and even though I may not show it, I probably hurt more than most. It hurts more to not be told the truth than it would to just tell me though, in a nice way what your problem with me is. I think it’s funny how everyone says I’m a nice person, a good person, someone that is always there and willing to give a damn about you when no one else will… Could someone care about me just once… just once I’d like to know how it feels to be comforted. I figure the best I can do is continue to be a good person, the best that I can be, and eventually everyone comes back to me anyway.
It just hurts, ya know?