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Not one god damn thing has gone right today...
Also I think I'm goin back to tally oh not next week the week after.... monday through friday...
Basically I need a break from everything here...
and I wanna check on my place and I wanna smoke my brains out for sure!!!
And I finally realize my heart is in tally now...there's nothing left for me here, pain, tears, sadness, thats it, not one good thing...It hurts...
I'm afraid I'll never be whole again, but atleast I know what I'm looking for can't be found here...everything's changed, I miss the past, I miss my friends, I miss my heart...but I know I can't replace any of it...and it's ok....because from here on out tally is where I'll find my peace of mind...atleast for now....
PS my hormones are completely out of wack fucking birth control switch a roo just isn't working out for me....
if I don't kill someone in the next few days, I will probably never kill anyone my whole life...it's not looking good though....
Also I think I'm goin back to tally oh not next week the week after.... monday through friday...
Basically I need a break from everything here...
and I wanna check on my place and I wanna smoke my brains out for sure!!!
And I finally realize my heart is in tally now...there's nothing left for me here, pain, tears, sadness, thats it, not one good thing...It hurts...
I'm afraid I'll never be whole again, but atleast I know what I'm looking for can't be found here...everything's changed, I miss the past, I miss my friends, I miss my heart...but I know I can't replace any of it...and it's ok....because from here on out tally is where I'll find my peace of mind...atleast for now....
PS my hormones are completely out of wack fucking birth control switch a roo just isn't working out for me....
if I don't kill someone in the next few days, I will probably never kill anyone my whole life...it's not looking good though....