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Apr 10, 2006 22:16

It's amazing how little I care these days...
Really it's amazing...
I'm completely indifferent to the world around me...
And I'd try to change this, but I see no point in it, leading me to be further indifferent to things...
I don't think I can be fixed...
I'm going to be another waste of a person, I'll go to school, and pass, I'll get a job, have some kids, and die...
That sounds exhausting....

No I'm depressed, upset, or mad about anything...Nor am I excited, happy, or anticipating something...

There was a time when I couldn't wait to see what tomorrow brought, Now I know it'll bring the same thing that yesterday had...

I'm not even bored with it...

I wish that I could say I had no regrets, but i'm afraid that my life is going to turn into one big regret...and I don't care enough to stop that...

There must be something wrong with me...
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