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i don't even know what to think anymore.
justyns giving me mixed signals and it's just confusing the fuck out of me. i don't know if he likes me or not but it's most likely a not. i wish i could say that i don't care, but i do. oh i do.
stupid. effing. paranoia.
today was my last day for classes at oak hills for the rest of my life. no i'm not a senior you whores. i'm just going to vocational school. it didn't really hit me that i'm not going to see half the people ever again and it practically still hasn't.. but it will.
tomorrow i don't have to go even though it's the start of exams. psh, i only have 3 days left. suckahs.
this little girl came up to me today and she was like "i found these 2 cicadas stuck to each other, can you pull them apart?" and i screamed. ran away. and made her cry. it effing scared me.
i'm so tired. i don't think i had more than 4 hours of sleep last night. not good
blahhh. i wish things would go back to happyness.
justyns giving me mixed signals and it's just confusing the fuck out of me. i don't know if he likes me or not but it's most likely a not. i wish i could say that i don't care, but i do. oh i do.
stupid. effing. paranoia.
today was my last day for classes at oak hills for the rest of my life. no i'm not a senior you whores. i'm just going to vocational school. it didn't really hit me that i'm not going to see half the people ever again and it practically still hasn't.. but it will.
tomorrow i don't have to go even though it's the start of exams. psh, i only have 3 days left. suckahs.
this little girl came up to me today and she was like "i found these 2 cicadas stuck to each other, can you pull them apart?" and i screamed. ran away. and made her cry. it effing scared me.
i'm so tired. i don't think i had more than 4 hours of sleep last night. not good
blahhh. i wish things would go back to happyness.