*you made me feel allrite for once in my life*now alls' left of me is wut' i pretend to be*
..well i'm not feelin' all that great but i'm gonna do an update anyway..i'm still thinkin' alot i dunno wut' to believe from people anymore & wut' the fuck not to believe..one person tell's me one thing sum'one else is tellin' me another..i dun' really GIVE A FUCK anymore to be quite honest..my Birthday is comin' up in like 9 day's i prolly won't be able to shyt for that so wtf..?..i got a phone call a lil' bit ago from sum' friends they wanna have me a cook out thingy & shyt but there is one thing it's @ Jamie's sister's house they swear to me he won't be there he is in Ohio with another gurl & all this shyt but for sum' reason i dun' believe it i think it's juss one BIG HUGE set up if you ask me..i dunno why but i do..& if i do attend it & i am rite then i know things will be bad & i'll prolly end up gettin' fucked up again & therefore i dun' think it's worth it so i prolly won't attend..maybe that would be best who tha' fuck know's i dun' even know anymore to be honest..
..things are so outta wack rite now i dunno shyt..i do get to go back to work Friday that should be interesting with a HUGE hole in my leg YaY!!..yeah rite.. :/
..but maybe that will be a good thing to in away cuz' i'll get to get outta this house i think that is one of tha' biggest things that is buggin' me rite now is sittin' in tha' fuckin' house all tha' damn time not being able to do a fucking thing..so who know's how friday will turn out..?..with work & all..
..rite now..i'm waitin' on sum'one as usual..
.. it suck's to wait on sum'one..but hey i always' get that..i dunno i'm not done but i'm fuckin' done..will post later on..
..things are so outta wack rite now i dunno shyt..i do get to go back to work Friday that should be interesting with a HUGE hole in my leg YaY!!..yeah rite.. :/
..but maybe that will be a good thing to in away cuz' i'll get to get outta this house i think that is one of tha' biggest things that is buggin' me rite now is sittin' in tha' fuckin' house all tha' damn time not being able to do a fucking thing..so who know's how friday will turn out..?..with work & all..
..rite now..i'm waitin' on sum'one as usual..
.. it suck's to wait on sum'one..but hey i always' get that..i dunno i'm not done but i'm fuckin' done..will post later on..