recent dreams
so the other night i had a really weird dream and the only part of it i remember is as follows:
it was raining really hard outside so everyone went into this big house and I was sitting by myself looking out a second story window. there were other people in the room but no one was really paying attention to me or anything so i was content to just look out the window. in the frame of the window outside there was a semi-circle of lake visible on the coming in from the left side and i knew that the rest of the lake was really big and that it was being completely obscured from view not only by the window and wall, but by a thick, opaque fog. at the water's edge there was a reaally dense forrest that was also being consumed by the rain and fog. all of a sudden these enourmously large animals started rapidly coming out of the forrest and skies to get food from the lake because they knew no one would see hem because it was so foggy. i vividly remember a huuuuuge eagle and tiger out of the myriad beasts that came out. no one else was paying attention to the outside because they were all talking and laughing in the room but i was just horrifed and astounded and kept thinking 'OH MY GOD!'
ALSO last night i had a really weird dream and can only remember part of it but here goes:
me, some other youth, billy, and an adult were all walking through really thick woods. I was walking in the back with the other person and billy and the adult i don't remember were walking right in front. we were on this bizarre path that was very rough and was leading us deep into the heart of the woods. Everything looked very ancient and untouched and i asked aloud in wonderment 'where did these COME from' assuming they were from some ancient peoples but then billy turns around and goes "III made them!" Then we kept going and came to these really huge boulders that forme a kind of theatrre in the middle of the woods. to the left there was a petrified mummy strapped to a huge boulder. i pointed this out to everyone to no realy response. i somehow knew wthis is where billy came to think and philosophize and write poetry. no one told me this, but i knew that was what it was. I got really scared at this point and had this fear that someone was going to kill us or that we were going to die or soemhting and i was genuinely horrified that billy could spend so much time thinking in this place. I woke up then and I was really scared.
I have my second go at an endoscopy tomorrow and i am prettty jazzed about it.
it was raining really hard outside so everyone went into this big house and I was sitting by myself looking out a second story window. there were other people in the room but no one was really paying attention to me or anything so i was content to just look out the window. in the frame of the window outside there was a semi-circle of lake visible on the coming in from the left side and i knew that the rest of the lake was really big and that it was being completely obscured from view not only by the window and wall, but by a thick, opaque fog. at the water's edge there was a reaally dense forrest that was also being consumed by the rain and fog. all of a sudden these enourmously large animals started rapidly coming out of the forrest and skies to get food from the lake because they knew no one would see hem because it was so foggy. i vividly remember a huuuuuge eagle and tiger out of the myriad beasts that came out. no one else was paying attention to the outside because they were all talking and laughing in the room but i was just horrifed and astounded and kept thinking 'OH MY GOD!'
ALSO last night i had a really weird dream and can only remember part of it but here goes:
me, some other youth, billy, and an adult were all walking through really thick woods. I was walking in the back with the other person and billy and the adult i don't remember were walking right in front. we were on this bizarre path that was very rough and was leading us deep into the heart of the woods. Everything looked very ancient and untouched and i asked aloud in wonderment 'where did these COME from' assuming they were from some ancient peoples but then billy turns around and goes "III made them!" Then we kept going and came to these really huge boulders that forme a kind of theatrre in the middle of the woods. to the left there was a petrified mummy strapped to a huge boulder. i pointed this out to everyone to no realy response. i somehow knew wthis is where billy came to think and philosophize and write poetry. no one told me this, but i knew that was what it was. I got really scared at this point and had this fear that someone was going to kill us or that we were going to die or soemhting and i was genuinely horrified that billy could spend so much time thinking in this place. I woke up then and I was really scared.
I have my second go at an endoscopy tomorrow and i am prettty jazzed about it.