May 27, 2008 11:03
I'm quite sure i haven't had an alcoholic beverage in over a month
I really dislike the way cigarettes taste and make me feel now, when i have one on a odd occasion - (phase them out completely)
I haven't smoked marijuana for about a year
So after all these positive changes - and I am convinced that they are - I'm still having trouble coming to grasp with any kind of future for myself, and I'm procrastinating moreso than ever before. Di helps me a lot with these kind of problems but i know i can't spill the beans on her all the time, so I've decided to make more of an effort to write in this old place, so i can try and understand more of what it is that I'm feeling and where I'm going.
indeed