this is soo unbelieveable...
after seeing my uncle last niight for the first time in ever... brought back alot of memories of me and him.
and i found out something that i didnt want to about him :(
it totally makes me look at him in a differnt way, i mean i still love him as a uncle and one of my best friends, but if he continues the way that he is. The drugs are going to end up between us ...
he'll change into a person that i dont wanna talk to,
then our friendship would be over.
maybe thats why my mom dont want me hanging out with him, maybe thats why he doesnt have any money, maybe thats why hes always in the "D", and maybe thats why hes soo skinny (but seriously hes been that way for years),
he always told me how stupid it is to do that drug and its stupid to do it because it makes you end up with nothing, why is he doing this? does he want to end up with nothing? maybe he wasnt my friend after all...
why did he lie to me for all those years . . .
why didnt you tell me . . .?
... i feel so lied too,
and im hurt once again :(
and i found out something that i didnt want to about him :(
it totally makes me look at him in a differnt way, i mean i still love him as a uncle and one of my best friends, but if he continues the way that he is. The drugs are going to end up between us ...
he'll change into a person that i dont wanna talk to,
then our friendship would be over.
maybe thats why my mom dont want me hanging out with him, maybe thats why he doesnt have any money, maybe thats why hes always in the "D", and maybe thats why hes soo skinny (but seriously hes been that way for years),
he always told me how stupid it is to do that drug and its stupid to do it because it makes you end up with nothing, why is he doing this? does he want to end up with nothing? maybe he wasnt my friend after all...
why did he lie to me for all those years . . .
why didnt you tell me . . .?
... i feel so lied too,
and im hurt once again :(