Just Whats Going On, Ya Kno?
First off! i just got out of my enlgish class and finally i am intrested in reading poetry! so exciting cuz the author is charels bukowski! i think he's poems are really really intresting! my favvorite one from the book is so far, "sexpot" :D
Now that we arefinally learning about japanese art for the rest of the sem, im excited too! i come home all happy because everyday i learn something new! and it's really helping me out to think more about my culture and it is very important to me. we just learned about the GENJI MONOGATARI which is a very famous piece about a prince/king that has love affairs and what not! ALSO! we got to taste a lil of the more evil and dark side of japan! i love it! like creatures called hungry ghosts (they eat your bones and flesh when you die... creatures that messa round with you if you dont beliveve in AMIDA [god]) ! and status of people showing ture feelings and emotions.. like sorrow, sadness, happiness, anger and what not! it really connected to the japanese music scene i am into :D like this singer i LOVE lookes exactly like some of the status... the crazy white eyes and his preformance really relates to it cuz in an interview he said he wants to show what the normal japanese people conserve... Its hard to explain....
i want to take more japanese related classes but it's all upper division which sux... but ya!!!
I JUST HAT THE FACT THAT WE LEARN THE MOST INTRESTING PARTS OF THE CLASS AND WHAT NOT IN THE END OF THE SEMESTER.....
OH! and i recently talked to my good friend that ignored me since i went to japan... it was nice but now that we talked.. i am missing him like crazy... i guess he ignored me because he liked me? (which he told me, but i never did anythingt o break his heart??) but i dont understand.. he never told me... i wish he wouldve told me because going through all that we did in like less then a year really made me miss him... it really sux... he isnt my type from first glance... but totally.. i feel comfotable around him and all and he was very sweet and caring.. a lil young for my taste but smart and edgy... with a hint of Bboy? lollll ANYWAYSSS .... : / i hope he will talk to me agian... he said it is better if we dont talk anymore as friends... i am hoping that, it changes and hope he will call me... and we can work things out... ARGGG i hate it.... i miss singing with him in the carrr, i miss him calling meeee, i miss his presence... i miss it...
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but over all im good! wanted to post cuz i havent for a long time! well going off the the dumbass math class.... seriosuly... only stupid people are in there!!!
OHHHH and i am tryingt o lay off on cussing! james jackson really gave me a heads up..... "when you cuss a lot, or even little... it makes you look lower then who you really are" thank you james! <3
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