If you work me too hard, the failure stains your hands.

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Man, Those Questionnaires are lame, but I’m bored. I’m installing The Sims. Yes, I know.. How lame. James is up for the movies. I hope Daniel and Sal don’t hate me because of the decisions that were made earlier this week. I must admit that it came as a complete surprise that someone took what I said up the ass. It was for the best I suppose. Wow,

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[5twigs]

fuk cristine and her friend from sac city.

[be_not_proud]

*fuck

*christine

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He shall spell how he wants too.

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Wait, Who are you? If you do not mind saying. If you are one of Christine's friends.. all i ask is that you respect other people's opinions about her.

[be_not_proud]

I am an old friend of Steenie's(that's how I always refer(sp??) to her).

I dont really care what guys think of her, I'm just a sticker for spelling and such things. You guys can hate her all you want, it's understandable. She can be quite a handful.

You dont seem too bad, I dont understand what the whole problem is.

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I left a comment in your journal, explaining the whole situation. If you still did not understand.. Well neither do I. I do not hate Christine. I simply accepted the fact that she was tired of me. Yes, I was aggravated by it. Therefore, I lashed back at her. Again, the problem started in her eyes, when she took something I put in her journal the wrong way. I put that comment because we would always insult each other. How the hell was I supposed to know she’d take it that way? Again, I do not hate her, and will not wish death upon her. I simply called it quits. “You dont seem too bad, I dont understand what the whole problem is” In reply to that question, I will be a bitch to whoever I want. It basically boils down to that. The problem was not only I, it came from both of us. Although she tries to be the victim, and blame it all on me, it’s not true. I am not blaming her fully, I shouldn’t have fed the fire, and just explain it was a joke, but when someone claims to be a friend, but is tired of you… It’s just not worth begging for, or

[be_not_proud]

Thank you for explaining this whole situation to me. I like to be informed of both sides before I make further comment(if I even decide to) about anything.

Sometimes I think Steenie has ADD when it comes to people. It's like she has to be constantly entertained or challenged to stick with someone. And other times she doesnt. I'm not defending her, I am just trying to explain her actions.

If she is a victim to anything, it is to herself. She runs her mouth off when she knows not to and gets herself into trouble like this. Me and her have had our share of ups and downs, but we never called it quits. Once again, I dont understand why she would quit so early on in an arguement. I am sorry for both of your losses with the friendship.

I hope you dont mind me commenting and I would actually like to keep talking to you. That is if you dont hold any bias against me, which in that case I would understand why you would.

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I would not understood why i would. I am not going to judge you based on your friendship with Christine. That would be stupid. I had always questioned our so-called friendship. She said that I was her best friend, but as you can see it only took her one day (not even) to call another her best friend. It is exactly what she did with Brittany and Audrey. I believe she got upset because I chose not to show true emotions in front of her. I do not pick friends like I would books. Do you understand what I mean? I guess she thought I never really cared about her. I never considered her to be a true friend, till we overcame hard times and good times. This was one hard time. I was kind of hoping she would have reacted differently. In other words, I wanted us to get through this. It is not like me to apologize when I did wrong, mainly because I know I will not regret it in later life. I simply think that she proved to have been fake. Fake in the sense that she never considered me a friend. Like she said herself, she was tired of me. Hard times

[be_not_proud]

I do understand what you are saying. Steenie is picky when it comes to her friends and infact I'm surprised that me and her still talk. I don't know if she ever told you about me. We used to date and our relationship was quite destructive. We'd constantly be fighting and so on and so forth.

I don't think she was tired of you in whole, if you get my meaning. I think she was just tired of feeling unwanted by you. At least that is the impression I got from her. If she feels like she is unwanted and uncared for...jesus nailed to a cross, she becomes quite a bitch. I think another part of her problem is that since she is so open at the beginnings of a friendship, she expects the same in return.

I respect both of your decisions and it is probably for the best. But then maybe it's not, that's for both of you to decide.

I'm going to add you as a friend, I hope you don't mind. You don't have to add me back.

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She had mentioned a bit about you. I don't mind if you add me. She should have known already what kind of person I am. I am not the kind of person who instantly trusts another person. She is not picky about her friends, She considers people to be her friend too fast. I don't know. Like i said, it's for the best.

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... I guess..