I'm living in a human teenage mediocrity.
You come into society, expecting so little. You die expecting that you have had everything. You come in as innocent as can be, and leave as a misanthropist. Turbulence in life, lead you to believe that the world is a cruel place. In reality it is life. It has been said that a fool learns from experience and no other. It hurts to admit that this is true. I am in fact a Fool. How many knives must I pull out of my back, till I learn my lesson. How many times will I ask myself “Why”? Till I realize that it is a rhetorical question. I just spoke to josh. He’s like so many. He’s probably a dick too. In disguise. I never understood why people care so much about the way they look. WHY WHYWHYWHWY fuck! Me and my fucking whys. I fucking hate everything and everybody right now. It’s funny how some people tell you shit, shit since you have met them. Then, they find out that you have a fucked up life, and they come to show you sympathy. Fucking cunts trying to show compassion. I’ve been fucking doing the same, but not when people have fucked up lives. If I hate you, I fucking hate you! I am going to go take my nap!!