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Well...
I'm tired today, I am going to get my raise maybe this week, which is cool. I haven't been angry since hmm.. Thursday, it's a new record. Maybe I should take this vacation as a relaxation week. I was hoping to go to Summer school.. Yes I like school. I can't take any classes though... I'm done with all of them. Next year I am only going to take 3 classes.. I am ahead of credits. After my senior year is over I want two jobs. I enjoy working and keeping busy. I really don't want to deal with any people. I was planning to buy my bike next month, I have enough saved up, but my mom is still being a bitch. I haven't spoken to her in a week and 4 days I think.. or 3. It's a long time, especially because I still live here. I still want to move out, but it's becoming difficult, and I can no longer see my future from a distance. Everything suddenly became so vague. it's fine though, I find myself growing independent and stronger without my mom. I'm getting prepared for the loneliness that I will endure one day. This year taught me a lot about people. Anyway, life goes on. Who cares anymore. I sure as hell don’t. This fiend guy speaks so poetic like trying to be god.. It’s quite amusing… hilarious really.
I'm tired today, I am going to get my raise maybe this week, which is cool. I haven't been angry since hmm.. Thursday, it's a new record. Maybe I should take this vacation as a relaxation week. I was hoping to go to Summer school.. Yes I like school. I can't take any classes though... I'm done with all of them. Next year I am only going to take 3 classes.. I am ahead of credits. After my senior year is over I want two jobs. I enjoy working and keeping busy. I really don't want to deal with any people. I was planning to buy my bike next month, I have enough saved up, but my mom is still being a bitch. I haven't spoken to her in a week and 4 days I think.. or 3. It's a long time, especially because I still live here. I still want to move out, but it's becoming difficult, and I can no longer see my future from a distance. Everything suddenly became so vague. it's fine though, I find myself growing independent and stronger without my mom. I'm getting prepared for the loneliness that I will endure one day. This year taught me a lot about people. Anyway, life goes on. Who cares anymore. I sure as hell don’t. This fiend guy speaks so poetic like trying to be god.. It’s quite amusing… hilarious really.