why does hello feel like goodbye?

[_cryxf0rxh0pe_]

i dont have to wake up at 6:00 a.m. for about two whole weeks. yay. im so happy, despite the fact that i probably did horrible on most of my midterms :( christmas is very close which is always great. i gotta finish shopping... waiting until the very last minute as always. tonight i believe im going to the culture room. i havent been to a show in ages, its about damn time, i need to get out of the house. i love my hair color so much! it faded so nicely and man for the first time in ages my hair has been behaving and its been looking so pretty. everyones like you looks so pretty blah blah bloop. wow that was random. im going to miss mrs. philips over break as weird as that sounds. i dont know, she motivates me and makes me want to become a better writer. thank god for her class <3 also thank god for my grandmother. she annoys me sometimes, but the talk she gave me not to long ago made it seem like im actually capable of making it through all of this. im quite grateful for that, i needed it.

boredom leads to crazy things. i hadnt been on microsoft paint in ages so i took random atmosphere lyrics and drew out the scene. so here they are, because i enjoy displaying my artwork ;) there are also some random ones up in thurr.





as the rain falls.



bleed slow.



emo.



man i have no flipping clue :/



summer song.



i like candy, but not the kind im reffering to. sick =X



breathing.



cute when you scream.



tyrone <3



robot love.

man i was getting so tired of those serious/emo entries. :o) its time to just enjoy life. i mean theres no more school, ive got no reason to be down.

-stiner