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Why does it all seem so impossible? I can't get myself to do anything. I'm wasting my life and I know it. There is so much I could do. I could actually be someone if I tried. Here I sit, though, refusing to call someone and doing nothing that will actually be memorable when I die. I think it's time I find some kind of motivation, even though nothing seems to do the job. Do I seriously get bored that quickly? One moment I'm totally into whatever I'm doing absolutely amused, obsessed even, and then the next, I'm sitting around with a cup of tea and waiting for something else to occupy my interests.
They say that one has control over his or her own life. I bet I could have control over mine, but I guess I just don't really want to control it. It's not that I'm lazy. It's that I can't find anything that I'm honestly interested in...not just a spur of the moment interest, as most things are for me. I don't think that waiting is going to do the trick.
I hope that when I get a car, I'll actually use it and cruise around until I find something, anything, that will interest me. Да, и пoра Руcский учить.
They say that one has control over his or her own life. I bet I could have control over mine, but I guess I just don't really want to control it. It's not that I'm lazy. It's that I can't find anything that I'm honestly interested in...not just a spur of the moment interest, as most things are for me. I don't think that waiting is going to do the trick.
I hope that when I get a car, I'll actually use it and cruise around until I find something, anything, that will interest me. Да, и пoра Руcский учить.