Fucking Hell
School fucking sucks. I used to like it, but i want to be back at camp. I dont want to be here anymore. I have lunch with one friend. And hes fucking anoying and i hate him. My best friend switched out of my fucking english class that was gonna be awesome now im left with fucking chinks and fuckins sluts. He also switched out of my lunch now. So i'm never gonna get to see him, although my mom said i wouldn't see him neway because of my co op. But iw ant to try and make that next semester so i can have it with randi. And i saw randi once to day for 5 minutes and that is going to become a rarity. everyone now has 2nd lunch. It fucking sucks im so sad you have no fucking idea. This fucking sucks. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. And then i have no friends in every class but one and its the annoying guy. and chemistry is fucking hard and fucking sucks. english is gonna get worst too. fucking hell. Im so fucking sad right now you have no idea. I don't know why im just fucking crying and just fucking sad. This year is gonna suck so much and that means alot to me im not just saying it casually. Icant actually go on like this. I used to love school, it used to be the fucking greatest thing in my life. Now I don't want to fucking live anymore. I was going to say i want this to be over already but i dont cuz its just gonna get worst the older i get and more depressed im gonna be about it all. I cant wait for that holy shit thats gonna be fucking hell. If I could go back to next year I would. Anywhere in last year, even in fucking scanlons class that dyke, i don't care. I just want to be back with my fucking friends at lunch, back with my god dam awesome routine that kicked ass, and back with Murray.