i heard u cryin loud...
today was fun!! n nerve racking!!!! i woke up n then i danced a bit then ashley came over... n john warren was here too n we watched music videos n then we were bullshiting someone n it went to far n then that person got so pissed off when they found out we were jking around they got outta control... n then he told me "ur too ugly for public.. go drink some bleach and go die!!" n "go finger urself with a screwdriver WHORE!"... :( i was extremely sad... am i really that ugly? well i must be if someones gonna tell me to go die cuz of it..
then ashley left n i had to make up my dance so i kept tryin to make it up n i cudnt do a pirouette n i was gettin soo frustrated... n i had a headache...
so finally i got relaxed n was able to do my piroutte n made my dance look really cute.. .OMG IM SOO NERVOUS THO TRYOUTS ARE TOMORROW!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PRAY FOR ME!!!
a lot has been on my mind lately.. different guys, different family issues, friends, just everything in life and im soo confused rite now.. i dunno wut to do...
but aside that i kno now that i shud die cuz im so ugly and that i shud finger myself with a screwdriver cuz im a whore...
thats all for now... leave me some comments..
much <3
Janelle*xo-xo*
then ashley left n i had to make up my dance so i kept tryin to make it up n i cudnt do a pirouette n i was gettin soo frustrated... n i had a headache...
so finally i got relaxed n was able to do my piroutte n made my dance look really cute.. .OMG IM SOO NERVOUS THO TRYOUTS ARE TOMORROW!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH PRAY FOR ME!!!
a lot has been on my mind lately.. different guys, different family issues, friends, just everything in life and im soo confused rite now.. i dunno wut to do...
but aside that i kno now that i shud die cuz im so ugly and that i shud finger myself with a screwdriver cuz im a whore...
thats all for now... leave me some comments..
much <3
Janelle*xo-xo*