Jul 20, 2005 20:17
im really stressed right now.
i really just need a getaway.
any ideas? i want to just get out
of fucking corpus for a little bit.
but unfortunately i dont have
the money to do so..or anything.
dont ask me whats wrong.
i dont really feel like explaining.
all i know is i hate being the 'middle man'
i love my friends to death..
and i dont wanna see anybody hurt..
but right now its all just getting to me.
i wanna fucking cry.
people and their fucking drama really suck.
and you know..its never my drama..
its always someone elses. fuck this.
life is full of "high school drama".
graduating doesnt free you from that crap.
does anyone realize that? anyone?
everyone thinks that once theyve graduated..
they are free from it all..but you know what?
you arent free from it. its always gonna be there.
i try so hard to stay out of this crap..but its there.
if anyone finds an escape...please let me know. ok?
i really just wanna cry..ok?
please please please dont anyone ask me what this is about.if i feel like telling you i will. but i totally doubt it.
end rant.
ok..so my interview was this morning. it went pretty well. i have my fingers crossed that i get the job. i really really need/want it. if i dont get it i dont know what im gonna do.