youwerethevahse
I've been trying to find a way to explain you for
the longest time.I wanted to tell my friends how
amazing you were. Of the way you actually looked
into my eyes as you spoke. How your laughter left
my head spinning and heart racing. Of how I
felt this growing need to protect you from the
world and anything that might possibly get in your
way. That I'm not a violent person, but I would kill
just to see you smile (even if it was for one directed
at someone else.)
I kept trying to find the words to sum you up.
To make them understand.
But..there simply weren't enough.
I scoured dictionaries searching for the perfect
description. Trying to find a sentence that was beautiful
enough to contain you.
Weeks later, and I'm still coming up empty.
I don't think there are words for you.
You're nonverbal.
(You felt like home.)