what now?
man lately... emo=<3 <3 <3. i mean sure emo boys are always hot. unless theyre like ugly. especially bi emo boys. but yeah. i feel so much more free to like i dunno be myself lately and shit. so so so nice. prolly cuz im not talkin to sum people as much anymore. i think my boobs grew too cuz i feel it right now. haha. but yeah i have actually been listening to all my old emo cds with like kinda hardcore bands. yeah thats me, fuckin hXc!!! i actually walked around the entire day thursday with Xs on my hands,hahahaha, but it was definately just a joke. my guitar teacher noticed. haha. he laughed. but then again he always laughs at me. i got seriously like pissed off at melissa today for trashing emo and shit. i was like "what the fuck!?! you havent even heard enough emo and shit to say shit like that what the hell!!!???" im really fuckin shitty fealing rightnow thoug. i havent slept for a very long time and all my senses are kinda not too sharp right now. i cant even feel my fingers like touching th keys barely. i have to like look and type real slow. man whiney emo kids bother me, like if i were like REALLY FUCKIN EMO, i would definately make sure i was REALLY FUCKIN NOT whiney. yeah. i got new sharpies. very nice. i got to lable all my burned CD's cuz im poor and cant buy real ones. i need to sleep so bad. man but i got one fuckin thing, dont fuckin hate. fuckin haters can die cuz thats not cool. and closed minded people. oh man. been pissed off by that pretty bad today so yeah. man i am like kinda halucinating or sumtihing. i just dont really understanf whats going on. i need to fucking sleep. so im prolly gonna do just that. oh and ohh jake just told me he has a livejournal im so happy, im gonna add him. <3 <3 <3