May 12, 2004 04:14
OK by some miracle, i ate nachos last nite & didn't gain any weight! *sigh* still 120, not good, but not bad considering my bad behavior yesterday.
today, i've been good, though. i've found that since i broke my 14-day fast last weekend, i've had kinda a hard time getting motivated to fast again, but i think i'm getting my motivation back. i don't want to just maintain 120. i need to lose more weight, plus if i keep eating, i will gain back what i've lost and it's just not worth it.
i said last nite in ana_bella that i would start a fast at 5am & fast until i beat 14 days. that's what i intend to do. once i get past the next few days, it'll get easier again.