Goodbye 2006! I wont miss ya, but I will always rememeber ya.

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Yum. It is really coming to an end. For those of you who know me on a very personal level, understand how much 2006 kicked my ass and how I was on the floor bleeding mostly. For those of you who do not know me on a personal level, its all good you gave me time to escape without substances. I am glad 2006 happened because in the end I learned a lot and I learned if it is not meant to happen it won't and I need to accept it. I dealt with a lot rejection from people, organizations, institutions, health professions, etc. I could have not imagined any of this. From leaving my dream school to working on something for 2 years resulting in rejection. There are however a few people that were my "therapists". I love them dearly and they know this. They really saw me vulnerable and in the pits. They added some light to those dark days, and I can never thank them enough and my "therapists" will never be able to understand how much they have helped me. My "therapists" NEVER made me feel bad for being the person that I am even if others did not give shit about me. As for others, I can honestly say I am not angry today, I wish I was angry so that I can entertain you guys with my Nina rants, but I cannot even force it. I know its really cheesy and annoying that I am a happy person on this day. The truth is, I am for the first time in my entire life content with today and I usually hate this day. I love you all and I wish you all the best. As for me I am expecting nothing from 2007, and I am not even making a resolution to lose weight and become something else from what I am today.

Enjoy it today. Remember yesterday and plan for tomorrow. Today means Dec 31, 2006 . Yesterday means Dec 30, 2006. Tomorrow means Jan 1, 2007.