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-sighs- I've had the crappiest day ever.
I woke up at 5 am when I went to bed at like 1... I played PS2 for... well a good 4 hours. Then Brad called me. Pretty much he told me his parents gave him a choice his step dads thanksgiving or mine. He chose his stepdads thanksgiving... I dont blame him... partially. My cousin is back from over seas for a while. She was actually there today. My Aunt Chris and her kids specially drove up here to be in town. My Great Uncle who is never around was here today. Like all of my family members that never show up- they were all here today. I feel so flippin depressed because I REALLY wanted Brad to meet everyone. Now he might not get the chance to... ever :( They dont ever come! EVER! -sighs- I guess you could just say is that I'm jealous. I miss him yet I despise him so. -sighs heavily- We fought earlier today... and in truth I didn't feelbad about it until like 5. Now I just flat out dont care. I've cried enough lately, it just isnt worth it.
I woke up at 5 am when I went to bed at like 1... I played PS2 for... well a good 4 hours. Then Brad called me. Pretty much he told me his parents gave him a choice his step dads thanksgiving or mine. He chose his stepdads thanksgiving... I dont blame him... partially. My cousin is back from over seas for a while. She was actually there today. My Aunt Chris and her kids specially drove up here to be in town. My Great Uncle who is never around was here today. Like all of my family members that never show up- they were all here today. I feel so flippin depressed because I REALLY wanted Brad to meet everyone. Now he might not get the chance to... ever :( They dont ever come! EVER! -sighs- I guess you could just say is that I'm jealous. I miss him yet I despise him so. -sighs heavily- We fought earlier today... and in truth I didn't feelbad about it until like 5. Now I just flat out dont care. I've cried enough lately, it just isnt worth it.