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hmmm. christopher has a chocolate mint room with a giant tall bed and a big bay window at its side... plants live here... the neighbour is close but keeps blinds shut, stays up late... the crack of light is my reminder, bit creepy. there are many familliar things in this house. quite reminicent. toronto is a land where the weather is -2 but feels like -12... there is $2 fellafel and its good. toronto is a land where the liqour store closes at 8 and 5 on sundays. umm the rest im figuring out.
never have i had such a feeling of a blank page...
i mean, at any moment anyone does. but it just seems so apparent for me right now. so much room to create what its is that i want in my life. but often i even find my sketch book daunting, like i might ruin a page or something. ummm. yah. sometimes i feel like my 'critic' is holding me hostige its um a bit stiffling. but i am really (opps almost siad trying) stepping out of ridiculous patterns. feels good.
soo thats what running through my mind...
ummm im just figuring out his whole lj thing, how to find friends and everything but its not quite umm down yet. im navigating
never have i had such a feeling of a blank page...
i mean, at any moment anyone does. but it just seems so apparent for me right now. so much room to create what its is that i want in my life. but often i even find my sketch book daunting, like i might ruin a page or something. ummm. yah. sometimes i feel like my 'critic' is holding me hostige its um a bit stiffling. but i am really (opps almost siad trying) stepping out of ridiculous patterns. feels good.
soo thats what running through my mind...
ummm im just figuring out his whole lj thing, how to find friends and everything but its not quite umm down yet. im navigating