Here I Go Again

Nov 13, 2004 18:41

Hey you guys! lol I'm so bored. I don't wanna write my Macbeth paper quite yet. I still have to shower and get ready because Meg and I are going to see Shall We Dance? at 9:50 at MJR! Woo-hoo! Something to look forward to, right? Right. After that, we are going to wait for Land and Emily to get their butts off work so we can go over to Em's house and have ourselves a little *SlEePoVeR*! Yea! Tonight is going to be great.

It better beat the hell outta today, cuz it kinda blew. But what else is new? Omg, I rhymed. I SO didn't mean to do that! Oh well. I kinda feel bad about not going to Steve's play, but I really don't feel like rushing. Besides, he was being kind of stupid today at work...

I really could not be in a better mood, given the circumstances. Emily is gonna start driving me to school again, which rocks hardcore. I don't think I could have dealt with all of the stress that driving with Allison would surely entail. I don't know why we were even friends in the first place, if she can so easily dismiss me from her life. Oh well. I don't really care all that much, to tell you the truth. I'm leaving next year, and I won't have to deal with the drama. The only thing that really bothers me about the whole situation is that she STILL remains clueless about why I'm mad at her--if she paid a speck of attention to me AT ALL, she would know. Aren't your best friends supposed to know things like that? And for God's sake, it has nothing to do with Jaime (which, by the way, if you're reading this, I have nothing but love for ya babe)!

I don't know why I even bother. Nothing will change, even if she reads this. And, to be completely honest, I don't really mind not talking to her...it's easier than I thought it would be.

Okay. I am never writing about this again.

Sorry to those of you from work who were expecting a really happy entry.

I love you all.

"I try to give you warning
But everyone ignores me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening
Call to you so clearly
But you don't want to hear me
[Told you everything loud and clear]
But nobody's listening"
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