What A Difference A Day Makes!
Wow! Sorry I haven't written here in so long guys! I've been really busy lately.
Anyways, so Mott's homecoming was tonight! :) It was way fun! Dan was a really great date, so thanks buddy! tehe But oh my geez I found out something yesterday night at the football game that scared the bejesus outta me: I still like Adam. Does that register with any of you? It's been flippin' three years and I feel that there is STILL something there. So how, one may ask, did I suddenly come to this epiphany? Well, I saw him and Samantha as they were coming into the football game and (prepare yourself, this is stupid!) he was leading her through the mass of people standing on the steps and making sure she was okay. I thought that was really cute, but then part of me really wished she was me. Now I see a lot of cutesy stuff all the time (Brad and Alicia? lol), but I never usually wish I WAS the girl...I normally just comment on how sickeningly sweet their displays of affection are or how I wish I had some one who treated me that well...do you see where I'm goin' with this? So I told Sasha and she told me he was a really nice guy and Sam was lucky (Yeah, didn't help my situation much!), but that there were other guys. So I was like "Yeah, okay...you're totally right. I'm being stupid...forget I said anything." So tonight at the dance I was gettin my groove on (oh Lordy! Look out!)with Dan and a big part of me hoped Adam saw and got jealous. How childish am I? But, oh wait, there's more. HE AND SAMANTHA ARE NO LONGER DATING!!!!!!!!!! Yeah...and Meg told me it was because two years is a long time, they were too good of friends...and...yes, the plot thickens...He gets butterflies around other girls!!!! Oh my God. I can't even let myself hope that he's talking about me...I would be crushed again- and I'm sick of it. It's odd though- I've had BIG crushes in my life, but there was only one guy that right when I saw him, I knew I would like him. That was Adam. And it wasn't even his looks that drew me to him...it was something I don't even know how to describe (I know-I'm a cheeseball). Now we're such good friends that I don't even think it would be hard to tell him how I feel...I am just scared outta my mind. I need advice! AHH! So to my movie theater friends, sorry I was so harsh on Bill...I don't exactly think we were right for each other anyways...it was just nice to hang out with him...you must think I am FICKLE AS HELL but really,I was always distracting myself from liking Adam with new 'projects' (as Emily and I refer to them) because I couldn't like him. Please don't blame me for that. Okay kids, wish me luck...I may be making the biggest mistake of my life on Monday.
DO YOU GET IT???????? I AM GOING TO TELL HIM!!!!!!!!!!
-sara (I am feeling small right about now)
Anyways, so Mott's homecoming was tonight! :) It was way fun! Dan was a really great date, so thanks buddy! tehe But oh my geez I found out something yesterday night at the football game that scared the bejesus outta me: I still like Adam. Does that register with any of you? It's been flippin' three years and I feel that there is STILL something there. So how, one may ask, did I suddenly come to this epiphany? Well, I saw him and Samantha as they were coming into the football game and (prepare yourself, this is stupid!) he was leading her through the mass of people standing on the steps and making sure she was okay. I thought that was really cute, but then part of me really wished she was me. Now I see a lot of cutesy stuff all the time (Brad and Alicia? lol), but I never usually wish I WAS the girl...I normally just comment on how sickeningly sweet their displays of affection are or how I wish I had some one who treated me that well...do you see where I'm goin' with this? So I told Sasha and she told me he was a really nice guy and Sam was lucky (Yeah, didn't help my situation much!), but that there were other guys. So I was like "Yeah, okay...you're totally right. I'm being stupid...forget I said anything." So tonight at the dance I was gettin my groove on (oh Lordy! Look out!)with Dan and a big part of me hoped Adam saw and got jealous. How childish am I? But, oh wait, there's more. HE AND SAMANTHA ARE NO LONGER DATING!!!!!!!!!! Yeah...and Meg told me it was because two years is a long time, they were too good of friends...and...yes, the plot thickens...He gets butterflies around other girls!!!! Oh my God. I can't even let myself hope that he's talking about me...I would be crushed again- and I'm sick of it. It's odd though- I've had BIG crushes in my life, but there was only one guy that right when I saw him, I knew I would like him. That was Adam. And it wasn't even his looks that drew me to him...it was something I don't even know how to describe (I know-I'm a cheeseball). Now we're such good friends that I don't even think it would be hard to tell him how I feel...I am just scared outta my mind. I need advice! AHH! So to my movie theater friends, sorry I was so harsh on Bill...I don't exactly think we were right for each other anyways...it was just nice to hang out with him...you must think I am FICKLE AS HELL but really,I was always distracting myself from liking Adam with new 'projects' (as Emily and I refer to them) because I couldn't like him. Please don't blame me for that. Okay kids, wish me luck...I may be making the biggest mistake of my life on Monday.
DO YOU GET IT???????? I AM GOING TO TELL HIM!!!!!!!!!!
-sara (I am feeling small right about now)