so much on my mind
soo. lately, everything seems to be drilled into my head without any time for me to think about it. i don't know if that makes any sense.. but that's the only way i can put it? not all of it's bad. there are some good things, they surely don't out do the bad.. but it's enough for me to still be happy. and i'm sooo glad, i hate being down. like the summer before ninth grade till the middle of that year; fuck, things were so horrible, i wouldn't have been able go on with out my friends being there.
i don't know though. everything's great, but nothing's okay? rawr. i hate this feeling.