i dont wanna spend another night, trying ot figure out why your always on my mind.
the Ex called me last night. at 1 or so in the morning &wanted to come over &see me.
well i was too tired &fell asleep. He ended up actually coming over... but i was sleep so i didnt go outside, let alone answer my phone any of the 14 times he called me.
and now hes mad at me.
I HATE HOW HE MAKES ME 2ND GUESS EVERYTHING WITH JOHN.
i know he cant have a relationship, thats why we broke up the first time. so why would i even bother with him.
i hate it how YOU decided to start hanging out with me now, everytime im with you things are perfect. i feel in place. and i hate that. i cant have you so stop pretending i can.