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[_cranes]

i'm trying to get shit together. i really am. i know i can do it but lately i have been letting people down. i cannot handle that. i can handle anger, resentment, whatever else. but i can't handle people being disappointed in me. especially not being disappointed in myself.
i've got to give myself a chance. i am worth it. he lets me know that, every single day.
ps happy first day of spring, it's snowing with endless fury.