well.

[_crackpipe_]

getting a boy to talk to me is impossible.
it took me 19 years to get one to.
and then he dump my sorry ass when he found something better.
now what?

i have a feeling i won't be talking to anyone for a long while.
and that kinda makes me really sad right now.
because i just want a boy to spend some time with.
and to kiss on.
that's it.

life is better then it was a 2 weeks ago.
but it still really fucking sucks.

since i have nobody to hang out with, i guess i'll just go back to sleep.